Honestly people. I’m a very happy upbeat person and it’s ****1n hard not seeing him, but I get on with it because I have no other options do it....don’t get mad over petty ****...your BOTH good people 👍👍 I don’t want sympathy because my dad is alive whereas many father’s have passed away...just bare it in mind, I know you both will understand because your not daft 👍